It's really hard when you have these old horrible habits. I have literally never been good at breaking old habits. I'm 22 years old and I still don't make my bed every morning.
I need to work on my discipline.
Switching thoughts, this week has been different. I've been eating whatever is cheap and staying within my calorie count. We worked out a few times, and worked out hard. So I guess I'm nervous to see what type of results will be on the scale tomorrow.
You know how in school, when you give it only a moderate effort and you know deep down that you only deserve a 'b' or 'c', and then get all pissed off when you don't get an 'a'? That's how I feel this week's weigh in will go. I gave this week probably a 'b' or 'c' effort, but still expect an 'a' from the scale.
It's so stupid.
It's because I know that I can do better. I want to do better. So what is wrong with me that I'm not putting all of my effort into this?
This week, I will try. REALLY TRY.
I'm going to try not to be fat anymore, one week at a time.
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